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COWballs.

曲：とまどいながら - 嵐

i miss this song =)

i was effing depressed by my dismal COW grades and almost wanted to not revise 234 one last time. daym. and its not helping that COW has a successor HW102. goodness. i hate these kind of lousy have-to-do kind of modules.

grades havent been wonderful, but havent been too bad either. so its like not here not there, which doesnt give me a stand, really. like hovering among the B pluses and the A minuses, then sometimes a couple of Bs (from that stupid COW), and sometimes (rarely an A or A plus). very not here not there right. sian 1/2. goodness! its so hard to know where you stand man, uni's probably a constant struggle of trying to find that out.

french was cute today, i always get cheered up by yannick's lessons. its not so much of a struggle here, because the mates are fun, and the teacher is cute. >_< and im still doing ok. i hope.

i need some ds to make me feel better rahh. or maybe harry potter..

and claire says my fb picture is lousy. i think its cute, so im heck-caring her. now, i wonder is heck-care a verb? hmm.

velda says heck careee!

haha.

velda.

it rears its head.

曲：truth - 嵐

its this shadow that follows me wherever i go. the side that is malicious, selfish, and thoroughly despicable. the side that doesnt want to listen to reason, that wants her own way. and sometimes it rears its ugly head when im alone, and it makes me want to hate and do scary stuff.

i think everyone has this side to them. the side that they dont usually show to anyone, something they keep very private to themselves. its the side that sometimes you get a glimpse of when that person is off-guard, when he doesnt notice. and then when you see it, you feel that unpleasantness, but its gone in a flash.

perhaps it feels a little like naruse ryo in maou.

maybe its just lack of self confidence. and the pimple's not helping.

and it just makes me want to scream my lungs out.

ill go to bed, and wake up in the morning refreshed, i hope.

velda.

fukuyama masaharu.

曲：I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

i know its damn wrong to do all this when im supposed to be entering the last stage of sem.. where im supposed to studyyy! but i finished tantei galileo on dvd. initially i thought it sucked, because unlike numb3rs, the physics that they deal with in the episodes are not as explained as the math theories in numb3rs. of course you cnt expect the same quality of production lah. but as i neared the last few episodes, i realise its not just about the physics, i fell in love with fukuyama masaharu again. haha. he was great in bijo ka yajuu, and now in tantei galileo, wahh, haha. i love winter (or is it autumn) dramas, because everyone looks so nice in big coats and scarves. fukuyama masaharu in those glasses. wahraos. and whats up with all the sexy vests and white oxfords!

i know im being very hua chi now, but aiyah, fangirl once in a while nvm one i think =P

so many things gg on in school now im rather confused by it all. plus my own stuff i have to settle, there's nothing else i can do except do them one by one, i guess. but so that everyone will know if i ever break down. its all these stuff tts making me do it. haha.

publications
civ
jac
primatology
lms vid & club
websitestuff
japan r&d

and tts not counting my projects and assignments.

>_<

but i guess not everything's coming all at once, so tts still not too bad lah still.

velda.

superflyyy.

曲：愛をこめて花束を - Superfly

they sang this song at karaoke tt day - was really nice. because i havent kept up with japanese music as much as i used to, i only heard it for the first time tt day. shiori said superfly was rather up-and-coming. =)

i finished maou! i usually like to watch my last episodes of dramas by myself - thats when i will be hit by the script the most. but its not a lot of places in school where i can watch it alone, so i wasnt as affected.. but it was sad, and you realised ohno's character, naruse ryo, is so deep. everytime i see him struggle over containing his feelings for shiori (another shiori now), a wave of sadness rushes over me for the character. ohno kun is good man, just a swallow, a widening of his eyes, and he can bring across the whole feeling across so nicely.

the shots were good, the whole feel of the drama was good, all in all so much better than anything channel 8 can come up with. notice i stop short of saying mediacorp because andre might kill me. haha. no one can say ohno cnt act anymore. i know, his face isnt really the kind for lead role on romantic dramas type, but he can play much deeper roles than tt. nino and him both. unfortunately matsujun doesnt have tt luxury, really. even sho did toudou ayumi, which i thought was not too bad as well.

i love early friday mornings =)

velda.

truth - arashi rocks.

曲：truth - 嵐

okay, i know, im damn slow when it comes to arashi stuff recently, but i have fallen in love with this song. its so different from the past few arashi songs, and i have just started on maou. was thinking even if i have stopped watching japanese dramas, i still need to support ohno in his first lead drama lah hor. haha. not that he gets the money for it. arashi looks damnnn good in the PV, i miss their dancing! the feel of the PV was rather kat-tun-ey, but i think they bring a totally different feel to it. kat-tun's too superficial. oops. =P

ohno is super freaky in this show. can see the brilliance of the plot, but i think its a tad bit draggy sometimes. and ikuta toma's character is just too overboard, with all that running and shouting and stuff. but ill hold my judgement till the end i think. see what it comes out to become. haha.

so alonso won his second grand prix this season! was watching a bit of the replay on starsports just now, and i love it when hamilton doesnt even get in the points scoring range. hehheh. and ferrari is now ahead in the constructors' championship! whoopee for the prancing stallion/horse/whatever.

and i should sleep! i have a long dumb week ahead of me.

velda.

thursday alr.

曲：Apologize - OneRepublic

when i first heard this song on sherman's damn freaking good headphones, i fell in love with it because of how beautiful the sound was on the headphones. every drum beat, every instrument was so clear, wow. that's why i crave that good pair of headphones, dammit! boseeeee. according to sherman my ever around sound engineer, bose makes the sound good all round, and i want ittt. hahaha.

its finally thursday, though im not really happy about that, cause the weekend is still packed ANYWAY. but ive been looking forward to friday, because i can finally go home and not think about work for at least 1-2 days. then suddenly it'll be week 11 already and AHHH, the exams are smirking down upon meee.

whyy oh whyy am i not starting on bilingualism paper?

velda.

goodness, ihatebusy.

曲：Over You - Daughtry

sigh.. everytime im writing on this blog, im freakishly busy. but i refuse to study until i write something because writing something makes me feel im in control of my time, which im totally not. just came up from civ supper, which happened immediately after i rushed from 234 meeting, which was baddd, and that was after forensic linguistics lecture.

we cnt seem to come to a conclusion on 234 at all, i hate the word already so badly now, that i swear ill stop using it from now. consciously, at least. but im glad of civ supper, i met people from hall, and stole myself a babylon tee for sleeping wahaha.

now, what do i have to do today? hg101 tutorial AFTER reading ODK's chpt on it... and.. oh yes, french homework.

ive been talking abt schoolwork all this while, i think i need a freaking break. davincicode showing on axn this friday night, i think ill run home and curl up on the sofa with some chips or something. not tt ita a great movie, but ive always loved movies made from books. yumm. oh and discovery channel has a good show on at 10 on the assassination of martin luther king jr. teeveeee!

okay, homework, now.

velda.

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